i didn't want to attempt it again. yet, i did. and i'm glad i did!
searching the fine print for that god-sent opportunity is always a daunting task. more so when one has done it countless number of times, and in the hope that the next time will be a better experience.
yesterday was one such day. i wouldn't say i found what i was looking for, but yes, it almost did sound the 'exact' replica of my thoughts. i suddenly felt the enrgy surge through me - a feeling that eludes me evry second day. is this it? will this be a fit answer to the comeuppance i living with day and night? will i get it? how good will it be? will it take me closer to my goal... the one i'm yet to define for myself? or, am i yet again running from that which would deliver me? am i finding the easy way out?
time shall tell, i guess. time shall rest my case.
may i have the good sense to inch closer to that which i was intended to be.
thanks, KP.
